My son

I have been hesitant on sharing this with anyone due to it always feeling so wrong. But reading other stories of mothers and sons being together really gave me the inspiration to share my story too. This may be long so i apologize for a longer read but im sure you will enjoy it.

So i am a 47 year old mom to a now 19 year old son. He is my only child so the bond we have had his whole life has been so strong. When me and his father were still together he was still very much a “mommys boy”. My ex husband was a traveling salesman for a paint supply company so he traveled quite a lot. So i always took my son to appointments, picked him up from school, took him to his sports games and everything. Just making us even more close and the love we have has always been so strong. Due to how much he was away from home the relationship with my husband reallt started to strain and the talk of divorce came up. When my son turned 15 we decided it was time and fully filed for it and divorced. My son was of course devastated but i assured him it was for the best. And due to my ex husband still traveling a lot for work, i gained full custody of our son. Which i was so happy for and i can tell my son was too, like i said, “mommys boy”.

He didnt have to leave his school, or his friends or his mom. He got to stay with me and thats what i wanted the most. Not even a full month after the divorce our relationship really did feel stronger and more close. He wanted to spend more time with me. We had quite a lot of “date nights”. Just making dinner and watching a show or movie together all snuggled up on the couch. He would hug me a lot more than normal, from the front and from behind. I of course didnt care, i loved fhe affection. He kissed my cheeks a lot and just felt more mature. I dont know if it was just since it was me and him he felt more comfortbale being so open and loveable with me, or if he just felt that with his dad gone, he was the man of the house. But i loved it.

This went on for quite a while and when he turned 16 it started to evolve more. Less kissing eachothers cheeks and more pecking eachtohers lips. Still plenty of hugs but adding some cute little gropes in, some cute but teasing flirting between us, snuggling more closer on the couch for movie nights and even he would come into my room and sleep in bed with me some nights. I admit, i was reciprocating it all and sometimes even take lead. But how could i not? My son is a handsome man. He has always been fit and into sports, primarily baseball and keeps himself in shape. Im his mom yes but im also a woman and i can find him attractive regardless of who he is. As for me, i would personally give myself a average rating, although he would disagree. Shorter brunette hair, more average body but am quite curvy in good places but have extra weight i wish i could burn.

So again, this all goes on for quite a while. And it definitely feels like we are getting more and more closer. A month before his 17th birthday we had a big step up in our relationship. Again, having one of our movie nights and while on the couch, he wanted to cuddle, and by cuddle, he wanted to spoon me from behind. Which i would never say no to so we had our dinner, got our snacks and went to the couch. He laid down and i got down too and snuggled back against him. He put his arm around me and tugged me back nice and hard. Which got me to smile and as the movie played on, the more touchy he got with me. His hand would rest on my hip and even touch my thigh. But his hand moved back to my front and he just went for it. Setting it right on my chest and cupped onto one of my breasts. Which did surprise me but i let him do it. I couldnt deny that it did feel nice and i started to like it. When he grabbed onto my breast i could feel immediately he started to get hard. Him spooning me so tightly i could feel it pressing right onto my butt. And any woman will know when you spoon with your husband, boyfriend, or even son like me, youll feel them getting excited on your butt lol.

I of course have seen him have erections before. He never rewlly hid it in the morning when he woke up in the morning. But this was the first time i felt his hard on pressing on me. And i cant lie, it gave me a rush. I know he is my son but he is fully hard, spooning me tightly, fondling my breasts and we are all alone. How could i not get excited like he is? I debated on what to do about this, but i just gave in and slightly pushed my butt back against him. I could tell he was a bit hesitant himself and that little push back was something he was waiting for and hoping id do, cus he went for it more. And i could feel him now thrusting and humping against me from behind. Now we less focused on the movie and more on eachother. And i was surprised at his drive. It wasnt cute suble thrusts, he was really humping against me. And when he grunted and breathed heavy against my neck, i melted. He stopped for a moment, and i was wondering if he was feeling guilt or second thoughts but boy i was wrong… he just wanted to get more comfortable by pulling his shorts and underwear down so he could have his full hardon out. Getting right back into postion and humping me just as hard as before. And my mind was racing so hard. I could feel it fully now. I still had my pajama bottoms on but i felt the outline and full shape of it. And it just felt so sexy to me and i let him have his way with me. He could have had full sex with me that night if he wanted to but it didnt happen, yet. Instead he humped and he did it to completion. I could feel every twitch, pulse and hear every grunt as he made a fairly good size mess right on my butt. It was unexpected, intense and very sexy. He didnt take a moment to really breathe or process things. He quickly tugged his underwear and shorts up. Got up pretty fast and sped off upstairs. I could see the embarassment in his face and i wanted to stop him but i let him go. We could discuss it later on and id rather him process it more. I just laid there for a bit. Really thinking about what all just happened and reached back to feel the mess he made. Seeing it on my fingers and i liked it… but i went upstairs, changed into some fresh pajamas and went to bed.

The next couple days it was pretty quite. He was kind of distant and i think he sort of regretted that night. I didnt bring it up becuase i didnt want to make him worried or think about it. But i did miss the cute little lovings we shared. But i gave him space and let him sort things out on his own. A couple days later i was up early and making breakfast. Standing at the counter and doing dishes when he woke up and came into the kitchen. I smiles and said goodmorning and he surprised me by coming up behind me and hugging me tightly. I of course melted back against him and he held me tightly. When he pressed up against my butt i felt that familiar hardon and i nuzzled myself back against him. I felt it all a couple days ago so i didnt care he touched me with it. And he surprised me by starting to thrust against me again. And i didnt stop him like the other night and the longer it when on the more he did it. Holding my hips and humping me against the kitchen counter. I leaned forward and let him have his way with me again and just like last time, he got his shorts and underwear down and let his hard on out. This time i could turn my head back and see it and it honestly was very good looking. And i watched him the best i could and just like last time, went to full completion. I could see every spurt of his seed shoot out and onto my butt. Making another beautiful mess on my backside and i just stood there and let it happen. He pulled his shorts back up but this time he glances to me. A little shy smile and told me i love you mommy. I told him that i love him too and he just got himself some eggs and toast and sat down and ate. It was a very strange but also hot experience. And again, this kind lf thing went on for a while. He would get more daring and make it so he would hump on and rub against my bare ass. He lasted a bit longer and it felt hotter. And i let it all happen and didnt care.

But as things went on i started to wonder what all this meant. We never sat down and chatted aboit whats going on and i felt we needed to. So i did that at dinner one night. I jsut casually and veey forward asked him how he feels about it and why he is doing it. And he was embarassed to speak but he did. He told me that he really loved me, and that since its just been me and him that he has liked being with me and feels we have gotten much closer. Which i fully agreed and he said that he likes doing stuff with me and that it feels good and he likes my body a lot. Which gave me a much needed confidence boost and made me feel good. That he likes my body so much that i turn him on. And i bluntly asked him how he felt about sex. And it caught him off guard and it took him a bit to answer. But after some shy stuttering he did, and he hold me that more recently he has been thinking about it more. And that given the chance to, he would do it. I was expecting that answer but i wasnt sure what to do with it. Of course what we have done has still been wrong to do, but we havent gone all the way so i felt a bit of innocence with it. Yes he was my son and we werent being very innocent. But another part of me was also questioning well why couldnt we? Yes its fully wrong to do but we are in the privacy of our own home. We arent hurting anyone by having sex. No one would even know and its clear that i have some much needed tension id like to release and he is a younger man who wants to learn and feel good. I thought for a little bit and i told him that if sex is something he wants to do, and he truly wants to do it. That i will allow it. But its our own secret, no one can ever know and that its between us and us alone. And i could see his face light up and he agreed quickly which was cute to see.

That night was the start of our sexual relationship. We didnt have full on sex that night but we started making our way to it. He slept in my room that night and before we got in bed, i decided that i would strip fully naked for him. And he liked what he saw and he did the same thing. If we were gonna be having sex, we had to see eachother fully. And i could see him growing hard while looking at me which i absolutely loved seeing. We didnt have penetrative sex that night, but we did do oral. And a bit about me is i absolutely love oral sex. Giving and recieving. I almost prefer it to normal sex. And with my ex husband he did not prefer it that way, in fact he hated oral. Which i know some men here will be shocked to hear but he did not enjoy it at all. Which always surprised me as what man doesn love it when his woman sucks him off? But oh well. However, my son does not feel that sort of way now. And infact loves it when i suck him. I didnt even fully start that night and he got addicted to it. I got a very good view of his dick for the first time and got to really see how beautiful it is. He has a slight curve to it leading to his tip and a nice thick uncut tip. His full lenth is just shy of 7 inches but i dont care really. Its amazing to me. He let me drop to my knees infront of him and taste him fully. And he loved having my mouth bob up and down on his shaft and it was sexy how he was dirty talking.me while i did it. Saying to suck that dick mom and how much do you love your sons dick? It just added to the experience and made me love it even more. He still does it to this day and i love every bit of it.

Ive even got him nice and addicted to giving me oral too. He was very intimidated by it at first but has grown into a natural now. I cant lie, its a very cute sight watching my son go down on me. His tongue gliding along my folds and tasting me is so sexy. He really loves giving my clit some much needed attention which of course i love. Im sure i could sit on the table and he would have me for breakfast, lunch and dinner now if he truly could lol. But something ive been trying to see if he will do is give me some love from behind. He was always hesitant on that but seems to be opening up more. I mean he always says i love your ass mom. So he needs to fully love it too. I know most women can agree we like having some love back there too and i enjoy a nice wet tongue exploring me from behind. He has given me some little tastes back there and says to love it but no full on devour mode yet so hopefully i can get him to do it soon lol.

And finally now we get to full on sex, and no surprise, this is what we do the most now. From that first night we got naked together, it was the very next night we got to business. I could tell he was nervous and so was i actually. But i assured him it was alright, we were gonna have a great time. I went out earlier and got us condoms which isnt super fun, but i wanted him to get used to sex before we went all the way. No pre mature ejaculations yet lol. And no surprise he hated using them. And i hate them too, i prefer the feeling of all natural and i know everyone can agree. But the first couple times we did it with a condom. And it still didnt take away the joys of it when we did it. The very first time we did it it was missionary. Of course a nice classic to ease into it. I got on my back and brought him down on top of me and i let him aim himself at me. I wanted him to do it alone so he did and he got into me easily. Before this moment the last time i had sex was 3, maybe even 4 years prior to this. So i was much over due and needing it and obviously he wanted it. He was getting to have sex with his mom so we just did it. And it just felt amazing. It felt like it was perfect almost, it didnt feel weird or awkward or strange. It just felt good and he did really good for his first time. We held eachother and had sex in my bed and just let the magic happen. It didnt last long but it didnt need to. We just felt good and again it was amazing to me. He came in his condom and we just laid there together for a while. Kissed a bit and talked about it completely nornally. A little bit later he said he wanted to do it again so we did the same position and had sex twice that night.

After that night he was feeling more confident and wanted to do it more. So that next night we did it again, this time doggystyle which is his favorite. It was only about a week after we started we decided to take the condoms off and they have stayed off since. Ive gotten on birth control so that we dont have any accidents happening lol. Im almost 50 and really dont want to get pregnant. Which he is happy about since he can cum in me whenever he wants which i find incredibly sexy. Ive rode him, bounced on him, we have done it in the shower, on the floor, standing up, against the wall, i mean you name it we have probably done it by now. Its felt like i am back to being a younger girl with my first boyfriend and we cant stay away from eachother lol. Its been over a full year since we have started our sexual relationship and it has been incredible. He just turned 19 a couple days ago and is doing college classes. But hasnt slowed down in our relationship. Makes me wish i was much younger so it was easier for me to keep up lol but i know he prefers me now which i love. Again, sorry for such a long read but once i got typing i didnt want to stop. Hopefully you enjoyed reading about my litle secret and if you have questions or want to share about your experiences post them below. Ill be reading them all. Thank you XX